Realization...

Everyday life has a way of opening your eyes.  You make mistakes and you have triumphs. You also have typical ho hum days and days that you feel like you are scraping the bottom of the barrel.  I think most people that know of me, know how big my heart is and how much I love to help others. Today someone else helped me… helped me to see an error of my ways and to learn that things aren’t always so black and white. I have yearned and searched for this soul mate friend for a long time now. While this whole time I have searched for that, it has possibly been right under my nose.  I have separated the love for my children in Second Life in a way like some say they keep real life and Second Life separate.  That was stupidity on my part.  I don’t keep the love I have for them only in SL. I truly love them and think of them as my children even in real life. My fault was not thinking of them as the wonderful friends they truly came to be. The ones I can always count on, the ones that will always love me, & the ones who will always understand.  What I love about my kids so much is that we may not always get along and see things eye to eye but we always love each other and we always can grow together instead of apart. That is what true family and great friends should be.  I love when you have a realization like this; it changes you and to me it makes you a better person.  I love you my children and my great friends… Julie, Jennah, & Joey.